my whole body is aching like siao liddat....oso feeling beri cold.. now i nv on my fan or wadeva...still cold...omg..i m goin to be sick... n exams are coming le...how how how...still got many tings to do... haiix....hab to chiong my bio notes n homework le la........ hmm..tml is mini celeration for co....n oso our step down day... haiix....quite sad lehx....cant bear my juniors...my zhongruan....mr lee... miss lim...miss toh...mdm xu n mrs lim!!!! most of all...e days dat we hab co.... e days when we worked hard to practise our SYF songs..... smile...laugh...cry...grumble together...... haiix....last time i tink dat its beri tiring....but now lehx...i feel dat its empty not to go to co......haha...nvm...i will go back frequently if i can de..... juniors must welcome n remember mi hohx...haha i will oso miss all of u de.....
~simply love SCCO!! cheerx!! :))
round and round we go...
Friday, April 06, 2007;
♥ 8:08 PM
today is Good Friday..but i shld say...its a Sian Friday........... woke up by lanlan's call..telling mi tml goin out... lolx...lucky she called...if not i will sleep till noon... haha...but i watched a little of e tv...den after dat i went back to sleep!!! i tink i sleep dao around 1+ in e afternoon....long time dun hab such long sleep le... dats good for mi..den after dat i had my lunch le jiu go do my e maths... soo many vectors questions...took e whole afternoon to do..plus my a math... wah..though dis is a 'long' weekend...still got many hmwrk... drivin mi crazy le la....bobian.....sec 4 le ma..... haiix...cant find e reason to smile or laugh oso.... tooo many fan3 nao3 le..... my heart is getting weaker n weaker le... not dat kind of heart problems or wad la... is my emotions n dose bad tings controlling my thoughts.... i hate my life now...i hate myself too... i dislike e way myself is.....can i be alot stronger.... haiix...i tink never ba...i am always liddat since young... dats y i dun really feel dat i am really happy...esp now..............haiix
round and round we go...
Wednesday, April 04, 2007;
♥ 9:22 PM
虽然没有得到金牌。。但我们是最棒的!! 在我的心中。。我们瑞中华乐团永远是金牌乐队!!! yesterday was really a beri sad day...my heart sank to the most bottom when i hear e results....it was shocking n saddening for everyone of us....i cried... i noe dat to many other non-co members..dey may tink dat dere is no nid to cry...its expected of us..but dey nv noe e real reason why most of us cried... before i step up e stage... i promised myself... wendy, dis is the last performance dat u can do for ur beloved SCCO le....bring out ur best n let everyone noes dat we r e BEST...we must get gold.... but wen i hear e results..i feel dat our hard work is not paid off...we really did our beri beri best...but it did not come out right....wads really wrong....i feel sooo.......haiix..i must find out wads rong with us not getting gold....not dat i am a sore loser...but i tink dat dere is a nid for us to noe wad went rong....now dat its gone...i keep reminding myself dat life had to go on..but i feel dat now life is like a total stranger to mi...without co...i promise i will drop by to visit my dearest co n my juniors wenever i can...i will oso miss e unforgetable n meaningful practices..though its tiring but now i cherish it....n jiayoux my dear juniors....now its ur turn to help us seniors to fulfill e dreams dat we r unable to do so...urll can do it de....as for e sec 1 n 2s junior..must listen to sec 3 seniors wor....sec 3s...urll r e biggest in co now le...lead well n soar high...jiayoux everyone......i will miss all of u de........
round and round we go...
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